The same thoughts in my head stay
Then like clouds in the sky, they dissolve and float away
I'm just trying to find that beautiful state, the beautiful state
The self doubt in my mind grows
And I keep that inside, so know one ever knows
I'm just trying to find that beautiful state
And I ain't talking about a physical place
[Talls]
I'm standing outside my own front door knocking
Like get the fuck out here
It's a beautiful day and all you do is sleep it away
Mr. woe is me, like what's your problem
You think nothing ever goes your way
Anxiety you create then self medicate
Is probably not your best option, it's not uncommon
Everybody feels self doubt
You just seem to be the master at hiding it from others
Try to find that new and improved view
And if you fail, man that's cool
Cause in the end that experience will only humble you
Hop in your car, fill up the tank and just drive
Take a different road through your own town
Just know that your family and friends
Will pick you up if you ever break down
The back and forth process
Don't get caught up too much with making that decision
Naw, your first reaction's probably going to be your best
Since it comes from a place of intuition
Would you rather do nothing and not get judged
Or do something and risk those critics coming for blood
Trying to tear you apart
You just have to let go of everyone else's opinions
Otherwise you'll find yourself in a constant state of self doubt
And that state is a fucked up place that you know all about
Cause you've been checked in there for too many days now
Give thanks to ones who paved roads
To learn the ropes from, run away from the ones
Who drag you down and aim for the planets and stars
Now that's a good place to start
[Chorus x2]
The same thoughts in my head stay
Then like clouds in the sky, they dissolve and float away
I'm just trying to find that beautiful state, the beautiful state
The self doubt in my mind grows
And I keep that inside, so know one ever knows
I'm just trying to find that beautiful state
And I ain't talking about a physical place
credits
from Visitors,
released December 6, 2019
Production - DJ GarGar
Vocals - Talls
Additional Vocals - Lindsey Yung, Ken Alminar and Larry Soliman
Guitar - Jesse Barrera